Sunday, March 17, 2013

Bad times

Another non-gardening lol

It's been a really bad last few days or so for me

First I find monkey my Syrian hamster nearly in the middle of her cage in the daylight *still* (she is never typically there) so I shake the cage a little and that --and well she is stiff later I try to get a look at her and it looks like wet tail may have killed her something I knew about and should have been watching for!

Now I really don't know what to do aka if I should get another or what she was a special one and if not for my working all night and sleeping all day I prolly would have caught and done something --I don't know if I can clean the toys and chews well enough that the contageous thing lol would go away I had plans to get another cage anyway and I have some stuff as well lol just not the cage (that I was gonna put the robo in and give the big one back to monkey)

Oh and I've heard most of the time wet tail is fatal so the only little thing is there was a high chance she would have died anyway

On top of that a forum I'm on has decided to side with a possible lie/cheat someone tell me if this adds up or not PLEASE!

Facts as I've heard them from the person
Has to send 2 times
Mailman is a mail theif
Mail theif isn't reported (they don't report?)
They have been dealing with this long enough that in December they were aware of it
They think words are better then actions (said they would send me something then decided I wasn't "worth" it that just saying it was good enough)
They when mentioned about 20 times no less and pasted 3 times as well couldn't answer questions about there stuff
They claim to be on a fixed income

Now that specific mix with reports of people not getting and there behaviours twards me does not add up to me --if they know there mailman is a theif then why not report? Not pay double? I know I would get them to figure it out or would try to myself with evidence as well if that were the case let people in on it as well maby send a few Starbucks cards that are tied to my gold card so I can watch if it gets used or see if I get from receivers they got it and ask them then to mail it back --then it's just about going and seeing infos from Starbucks

So I think it's all fucked up and that they would rather take this persons side --well I'm *done* with it! In the off chance they actually decide that they WANT me to be nicer to them (if I think there worth it they pretty much are bottom of my cares after everything and they started low with the questions) then they may consider sending that pack they said they would before but make it really worth it!

Another occurance is that I tryied to alert a new member to poke around a bit look up posts from people and that crap but of course the mods think ANYTHING trying to help is forbidden! And I couldn't send them a pm so again fuck them like I said I'm done/gone! I even logged out (after posting a message that was of course deleted later by a mod who clearly must not care about the members) meh anyone who reads this and is from there should know well enough what I'm talking about --there free to contact me at sakura0garden@gmail.com asking about whatever they like --I think in this instance especially when I was involved in a round robin that I looked foreward seeing to the end and a game it's ONLY FAIR that the people get some alert to my being gone and the reasons behind as well

Even angel knows something's up she hasn't left me more then a few min today!

Also I'm now debating if I even WANT a garden this year!